im feeling sad. just talked to this once-a-very-close-friend of mine. our conversation has run dry. just cuz of a temporary drift due to some shiet.

we havent talked for that few months. and now, when we started talking and stuff alrdy, things have really changed. so much for sisters forever? its just been nonsense, hasnt it? but i still keep your messages, rmbring how much you've encouraged me and all in the past. but it really saddens me to see how our conversation has run dry, just lyk that.

sisters?
its all gone. forget that crap. it probably means nothing to you no more. you've got your own life. iv got my own. its okay. and all that thanking me for the tyms when we were happy spending tym tgt in the past? i dunt know if you're sincere about it at all. but i would wana thank you too, for the past. i thought that after the few months we drifted for awhile, we could still hang out and stuff again, as sisters. but to you, this sisters thingy is probably nothing anymore. wht more can i do?

..i guess il just give up on this sisters thing, just lyk how you did so.

it really saddens me, oh how it does. < /3