svc today.
met siqing in the morning.
then headed to somerset with her.
went to eat at starhub first.
then went to nexus to study
it was friggin cold in nexus
then we decided to go isle cafe study instead
cuz was yeah. really damn cold lah.

svc was gooood.
wrote down notes.
lyk finally, after yongs. heh.
then uhm. after svc went to s11 to eat.
then we were lyk sitting at the outside lah
then i wasnt eating
so i lie down.
then suddenly saw through the glass.
THOSE PPL WERE IN S11 !
wtfffff. i was damn shocked lah.
felt lyk crying
kcaj and mih were with kd.
then yeah.
then i wanted to go to the toilet to rinse my mouth
cuz i just ate the oreo that wendy gave me.
then when walking back to our table that tym,
they sueysuey just eat finish also!
THEN HAD TO WALK PAST THEM.
guhh, i felt lyk dying ah.
really seriously could die on the spot those kind.
then nvm. justtt walked past them uh, no choice.
after that i was damn not myself alrdy.

i kept daydreaming,
staring into space
then i wrote stuff on my geog notebook.
haiz. was damn sad.
then the m2m song kept playing IN MY HEAD.
then nvm. after that wanted to go toilet right,
then on the way to the toilet,
the m2m song was playing ON THE RADIO!
wtf. then teared for abit lah.

then later on also went to bk with the others.
then i was singing the m2m song again
then after awhile, THEY PLAYED IT AGAIN
wtf its lyk as if all the foodcourts wana suan me today uh!
haiz. damn sad. then teared abit again.
after that mood damn down alrdy.

so we were letting go of smth special;
smth we'll nvr have again----

why do we nvr know wht we've got till its gone`

then one thing that really made me wana cry
was when sharon askd me about some issues
about cutting myself and stuff.
then brought back some memories and yeah.
fcuk lah nvm

words cant fully describe everything.