im so tempted to cook smth now.
but nvm.
i shall tahan.
cuz i need lotsa space for the buffet later.
guhhhhhhh.

i need an extra dosage of sleeping pills.
there's just too much
on my mind.

my heart it hurts.
my hand it hurts.

i need to scream.
lock me up.
give me and hour.
and let me do wht i want.