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Thursday, October 19, 2006


to my babyyyy

i know just how you feel. you're not alone.
you still have me, and all of us.
i know exactly wht you're going through
although yeah, i have not gone through it YET.
but itll soon all happen to me too,
in a few days tym.
and hey, your situations a lil better than mine..
although your p.......... nvm
i should not elaborate how much worse i am than you.
cuz yeah.. i dunt want you to feel bad..

my parents say stuff lyk that too
lyk they give up and stuff
and sometyms even worse..
but i shall not elaborate too..

but hey, you have a hope of promoting,
you really do [:
so wht if they say such stuff bout you?
the teachers have faith in you.
they lyk you as you are a good student in school
although they cant see it cuz they dunt
see wht you're lyk in school.
the results dunt mean EVERYTHING.
i mean, it could be lyk just this exam that you're
not doing really well and stuff yeah.
in school you're pretty fine wht.
lyk your class tests and stuff?

and yes, it is indeed true that God nvr gives up
on you. so do not be so bothered by wht they
say, although lyk.. yeah its kinda hard
cuz they're lyk.. your - - - - - - -
haiz.
i guess talking so much doesnt really help.
cuz im contradicting myself so much..
im saying all these to you..
but im saying the other to myself..
cuz i cant bring myself to believe that i have hope
cuz yeah i know i really dunt
.. nvm i shall shutup before i start at it again
and make you feel worse.
haiz.

cheerup.
really, we're all here for you.
il be your listening ear.
il be your shoulder to lean on.
scream at me to vent all your frustrations and sorrows,
its alright.. just dunt ever do things to hurt yourself
yeah? ..il always be here for you.. we'll always
be here for you.. all of us.
every. single. one.

[inserts many many hearts]

Youre lying right on top of me tonight, 10:06 PM