i listened to them.
i called someone [teresa].
to cry out.
but i still did it in the end.

dunt be harsh to me,
you know i cant fucking take it.
you know im not strong enough.
you know im not the strong kind.
you know im not the kind who could handle things on my own.
so why are you being so heartless?

damn it.
everything would come to an end, sooner or later.
forever and ever[s] dunt last forever.
there's no point of anything anymore.
so il confess it all here.

i kept it a secret from many-
that we patched, after that incident.
yet we broke again.
but we patched once more.
so today's the day it all ended.
saturday, 4th november.

why? when our half a year was approaching,
this all had to happen.
but i guess its this way,
we'll all learn to move on.
thanks for doing the breakup.
in a relationship, there has to be the bad one.
the one who breaks it up.
i couldnt bring myself to do it-
all the tyms when i felt lyk ending it once more.
so i did not.
but this tym, you did.
you could bring yourself to do it.
well congrats-
its over.

going drinking tmr.
teresa's gona accompany me.

SCROO YOU, WORLD.
ITS HOPELESS, ISNT IT?

il remember the forever and ever[s]

goodbyetoyou