i really dunt know how to put it to you.
its so stupid that we're lyk "enemies" now. i mean after all, we WERE tgt before. honestly, after that last quarrell and all those shyt,
i do regard you as a friend now. and i know that it wunt be so easy for you to regard me as a friend again. maybe itll take alot of tym, or maybe nvr.
but wht made me decide to write this here was your msn nick.
i do worry for you, ..as a friend. seriously, "puffing life away" who wouldnt be worried with those few words? you're a friend to me, so i am kinda worried.
but wah, i cant imagine if i saw those words from one of my bestfriends. omg il call them now and scream at them man. lol. but yeah.

..it just.. worries me. i picture you sitting at some park with the other guys and puffing life away. ..its just such a sad thing..

well, you may never ever read this. but at least i am able to express how i feel.
do take care of your health lah you. smoking will lead to lung cancer.
yups. [:




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and YOU.
SHUTUP LAH FUCKING ARSEHOLE. ITS BLOODY THREE TWENTY IN THE MORNING AND YOU STILL WANNA NAG. LYK WTFH LAH PLEASE? SCROO YOU. YOUR ENGLISH SUCKS, SO DUNT BOTHER TRYING. YOUR CHINESE OBVIOUSLY SUCKS TOO (i got it from you.) SO DUNT TRY TOO. ITS PAINFUL TO THE EARS, YAH? ITS SO FUCKING STUPID. DUNT USE "ALLOWANCE" TO THREATEN ME ALL THE TYM LAH YOU FUCKING ARSEHOLE LANJIAO BASTARD. IF ONE DAY, O.N.E D.A.Y YOU COULD JUST NOT NAG AT US AND NOT THREATEN US WITH OUR ALLOWANCE, I TELL YOU IL SHAVE MY HEAD BALD FOR YOU TO SEE. I CAN EEN BECOME A VEGETARIAN MAN. but guess wht, i will nvr have to shave my head bald nor stop eating delicious meat. CUZ YOU WILLL NVR EVR STOP NAGGING WHT, YOU FAGGOT DAD.

its so fucking stupid lah you know, SERIOUSLY. sometyms i feel lyk taking a plus sized balloon and tie it around your neck. if suffocating you could make your shutup with everysingle shyt of your bullcrap, I WOULD.
i wouldnt mind robbing you of your cash too. that would make up to how much monnies you threatened not to give me ever, IN MY WHOLE LIFE. scroo you lah seriously?
fuck you, asshole dad. no wait, il leave the fucking part to mom. i bet she suffers real bad.

I HATE YOU LAH SERIOUSLY. I HOPE KNIGHT BITES OF YOUR DICK ONE DAY.
until you can treat me better.
until you can treat me more lyk your daughter.
until you can love me more, not let me suffer under the same roof as you,
I WOULD PAY FOR A DOCTOR TO FIX BACK THE DICK THAT KNIGHT BIT OFF.

bye.


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wooosh-
TERESA WHERE ARE YOU I WANTED TO GO OUT WITH YOU TODAY.(thursday)
BUT LOOKS LYK I CANT FUCKING GO OUT TODAY LAH. SCROO THAT MAN.
I HAVENT GONE OUT WITH YOU FOR....... hmm.
THREE DAYS ALRDY! lol.



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