praise God. (:

im back from camp!
AWESOMEEEE, ROCKINNNN`.

ahahaha. asha and i kept saying that during camp.
alright. camp was not bad. took pictures.
i hope asha would be able to send them to me tmr, after she uploads em at yuqian's hse.
ahhahah got stupid pictures of me doing stupid things in my room. HARHAR.

yup!

okay i actually left the camp feeling no different from before. lyk i didnt respond to rise up to be a shepherd once more. i didnt respond much lah. i was lyk feeling empty and all.
yeah. after the camp, asha, yuqian and i used a cab back home. we put down our stuff and then headed to cwp for our lunch.
met many church ppl in cwp. ahhhaa.
there was at least someone that we knew on EVERY FLOOR, seriously. ahahha.
AWESOME. lol. we walked around and saw two central sisters alrdy starting to share christ.
then we were kinda motivated by their passion lah, lyk just came out of camp then start to chiong alrdy. hahaha. then we walked out of cwp, and walao lah, it was flooded with church ppl, outside cwp lah. then we saw many many many of them inviting ppl for this sat's svc alrdy.

WOW. ahhahah. then we were all lyk "woahhh"
then we were lyk passionate alrdy. then we also go invite ppl. but we faced alot of rejection lah. then i wondered how david hoe did it, so i told him i wanna watch how he does it.
then he say okay, follow me i show you. ahhah
awesome, he's good at it. (: and he's very funny too. talk about his fishball noodles -.=

yeah, then i went to try too, after that! :D
i approached two girls lah. they were quite open actually. but they refused to give me their number. and wanted me to give them mine. so yeah. i gave lor. but i seriously dunt think they will call back one lah. haiz. okay but im telling myself to have faith that they will call me.

ohwells. so yeah.
i really didnt expect myself to feel this way lah.
cuz i really wasnt doing very well at first.
Pastor David Chen mentioned bout still serving in church, lyk coming as a routine. but God isnt actually there anymore.
that was me at first.
but now, i guess it's all changed! :D

i wanna go evax. i wanna go sow.
i wanna be lyk before.. lyk dnoe how many donkey months ago. (:
i dunt wanna let the past experiences hinder my growth in God alrdy lah.
i will stand up and attempt to be a shepherd once more. :D

BREAKTHROUGH 1000 FOR JESUS, i wanna be part of it. (;

AMEN.