F.U.C.K

IV LOST MY VOICE LAH!
seriously!
okay actually in the morning still lyk got abit one.
but very, VERY low.
& its lyk, every sentence sure zao xia one.
but the later at band, (im back in band alrdy, btw)
they were practising for syf wht. then i wont be playing in syf.
so i slept. after i woke up, MY VOICE WAS G-O-N-E. D;
lyk omg wtf. i could hardly talk. people all lyk cannot understand me.
my talking = whispering/ mouthing words.

i was damn sad lah, sad until can cry leh.
after band, nat, jas, xjun, audrey & i went to coffeeshop to have dinner.
then lyk. WALAO, i kept quiet almost all the way lor.
its so saddening!
i couldnt crap stupid jokes, speak in chinese, nor making fun of people.

& oh OH! the almighty dm walked towards our table and said we were not behaving well in public. LYK HELLO LAH? we were alrdy out of school.
yeah lah, you got Gucci bag then prettaye alrdy lah?
NO LOR. altogether you still have ALOT OF FATS. so shutup. (gives angry & sad look)

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the malay girls found me entertaining this morning though -.=
we were changing for exercise mah.
then i was changing, i kept saying "HELLO." in my DEEEEP voice (when i HAD it)
then they all laugh and laughhhh.
then they asked me to say their name. say this say that. say alrdy, they laugh.
LOLS! then then the guys were amused too. they all "sia la!"
and fahmy kept calling me a manwhore.
mathi would imitate the way i talk.
haikal would ask me to say some stuff.
shuqi kept saying "eh, manly."
hidayat kept calling me a rocker.
HOOOORAH IM A ROCKER! lawl. okay yeah right. /:

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i am so saddd.
i need to talk.
HOW CAN I NOT TALK?
I MEAN, I AM
TANIA-TRISHA-ONG-SHU-LIN!
i MUST speak! if not il die one!
i hardly talk so little okay.
& today's one of those days.
..i guess tmr'll be the same. ):

im devasted.
im depressed.
someone lend me your voice?
and il love you, i p-r-o-m-i-s-e.
(hehs)


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gyming with jas after school tmr.
awesome. i lost 1kg during the period of time i had no appetite.

okays theres nothing else to say.
i didnt have funky conversations today.
CAUSE I COULD BARELY TALK! hoorah! ;DD
(rolls eyes and walks away)

..BYE LAH BYE.


















.....I AM STILL DEPRESSED.