Wednesday, January 10, 2007
i was just reading through my past blog entries, and all my inbox messages. it hurts, cause we've actually been through so much together. from the very beginning, up till now. i think its ridiculous, how things have ended up this way. but i guess the situation's beyond hope. yes its true, that you and jarad's three years of friendship cannot be compared to my one year friendship with him. if you think that iv influenced him, then fine, il just stop talking to him. its not as if i want things to be this way. its not as if i like things to be this way. its not as if i like to cry while typing this.
whatever happened to the lovelayes ?
so maybe all these was my fault from the beginning. im sorry then. but scroo all these.
Youre lying right on top of me tonight, 10:14 PM